EMBRACING NEW LIFE

I have changed my mind. I want to keep on blogging.

考试的压力过去了，想想真是有些夸张和可笑，我这已经是第三次考T了，真想知道还有没有其他人像我一样，考高分却还要一次一次地考。总是在成绩过期了之后，又准备开始申请学校。这次TWE还是写得不好，题目容易写，但我还是没有发挥出来。我或许应该每天多练习，练习各种类型文章的写法，坚持下来，让写作成为我的一个习惯、一种爱好。A good speaker, 我这辈子可能做不成了，a good writer 还是有希望的。

Taking subway in Beijing can be a heart-hardening experience. You see too many poor people, mostly with disability and misfortune of all kinds, begging for money. The two I saw yesterday can sing very well, one is a fire victim, so I didn’t dare to see him; the other has a pair of handicapped legs that can’t stand or walk, he didn’t use crutches, but sat on the floor and moved with his hands. I didn’t give them money, I didn’t even really look at them when they were approaching/passing me, maybe I was too embarrassed, maybe I was too disgusted by the fact they have to beg because there is no safety net for them and they are on their own.
One of the lines in the song the second man sang triggered my tears. What kind of a jungle our society is becoming?! What kind of people the society is making us?! I was disheartened.
Sometimes I get emotional and cry easily when taking public transportation. Too many times to recall tears rolling down my cheeks when I was in a crowd of passengers on a bus.

下班后在办公室的电脑上看了同事强烈推荐的DVD，是韩国电影《请你走开》，爱情片，基本上是轻喜剧，但是让人又笑又掉很多眼泪的那种。
我还没有认真想过，为什么自己最喜欢看浪漫轻喜剧，也喜欢一边看一边掉眼泪。我大概应该试着按照TWE的要求写写这个题目。

“请你不要哭泣
因为爱情比你想象的要悲伤
请你看着我
请你露出笑脸”

这是电影中人物唱的歌中的最后一段。